Shouldn't I feel ashamed? Should I feel like I use and control and that I am a horrible person?
Why is it that I do not feel ashamed? Has my conscious gone away? Hidden? Or have I just ridden over it so many times I can no longer hear it.
Or is it that I no longer want to conform to societies view of what is right and wrong, I no longer really give a shit about what others think of me.
I can bring a man to his knees with my body and my mouth, I am desirable, I know what a man wants and give it....
But I want more than just sexual gratification...I want love and a relationship. I want passion, romance and LOVE.
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How you feel all depends on your moral base. It also has to do with your religous upbringing. Perhaps you are still rebelling from your childhood. I wish I had the answer for you but unfortunatly, I don't. When you say ashamed, what do you mean? Do you mean that deep down inside you don't feel bad? You must feel that something is wrong. I know I have done things that I know are wrong. I know they are wrong because I don't want anyone to know about them. I know at the time they felt good and I would do them again if given the chance.
I too know how to take a woman where she wants and needs to go. I can make a woman beg, cry, shout and do things she normally wouldn't do. I sometimes think I am a bad person but I enjoy what I do and so do you or you wouldn't do it. Please keep writing.
No need for shame. You are realizing what living in one's body is like. A lot of the shame comes from intense religiousity, which is often repressed sexuality anyway. Look at those damn teleevangelists. Lord!
(But I want more than just sexual gratification...I want love and a relationship. I want passion, romance and LOVE.)
you took the words right out of my mouth.
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